OutSiders Club
This Is A Blog Of My Own Feelings and Opinion. I Already Know that the Usual reason People Make Blogs But I guess I need to let Myself go and see what people think of me, so Please Read and Comment!
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Monday, August 22, 2011
Acceptance
Acceptance, What does it mean? Many people search for the answer, but none have found the real thing. Many died by the hands of their peers, by who they called friends. Acceptance, What is the price? What do you have to sacrifice in order to be accepted? Life, its full of difficult questions. There seems to be no correct answer, no final definition. I think the Definition of Acceptance is being accepted for who you are and who people see you as. The World is ever changing history tells us this, nature tells us this, even our own growth process tells us this, so why do we still denial about such things? Why don't we accept the people for who they are? Everyone changes, even I have changed, more then you know, but yet people are raised to think in such a closed minded manner. The old is suppose to warn, guide, and protect the future, yet many of our parents, or maybe a few, don't accept us. Life is about change, being born was our gift, death is our curtain call, many still don't understand that their religion has mistakes, even though their scriptures are holy, the book was still made by man, in anywhere in the scriptures did it say your god, sat down, and wrote these events? I believe in God, but I don't listen to everything in the Holy Bible, not because I disagree, but it has changed, somethings are happening which the the human who wrote it did not see. The future is ever changing, possibilities are everywhere, the impossible can be come possible. I just wish the walls in between us can fall so we can see we're all the same. A squirrel is a squirrel no matter what, a duck is a duck, a bird is a bird, lizard a lizard, most of us see that way but we have to see a human is a human no matter what. Please treat everyone with curtsy and respect. You never know what might happen.
Friday, August 12, 2011
Right & Wrong?
First, There is no such thing as "Right" & "Wrong" only "Who is Right" and "Who is Wrong", We might say something isn't right or that's wrong, we may even be wronged, but Who is Right? Who is the final judge, I used to think God was the final judge, but I was Wrong, This life isn't hard and was made with the most simplest thing in mind, a simple concept we all go toward, one goal we go for... "Happiness". There is no true "Happiness", we fight, we kill, we hurt, yet we still say we're right? Who gives you the right to say your "Right"? Who gives me the right to say your "Wrong"? No One That's Who! No One Is Right And No One Is Wrong! We're All Just Playing This Stupid Game Called Life! Where One Is Beat and One IS Doing The Beating! I Ask Why! Why are some people hated and some loved? What did that person do to deserve that kind of treatment? Why Do Innocent People Die? Why Do Bad People Live? What Makes This World So Screwed Up? Is It Money? Is It Lust? Is It Pride? Is It Self Hatred? Who Was The First To Commit Suicide? Who Was The First To Feel Depressed? Who Was The First To Make Laws? Who Was The First To Say "Don't Do This" And "Do That"? Am I That Disgusting That I Have To Be Hurt? Is The True Me That Horrid? Will This Get Any Better? Will It Get Worse? I don't know anymore, in the first time in my life where I can't see the future, where I can't see happiness. I always kept moving forward, now I want to go back, back to the times were I was okay being Him, where I could look in the mirror, where I don't feel so disgusting, where times were so simple, where I didn't think about killing myself... I can no longer go back, I can't take things I did back, I can't say what I wanted to say. Why is Life So Hard? and if its not, Why Are The People In It Making It Hard? What Is "Right" & What is "Wrong"? Why Am I So Confused? They say people like me commit suicide at least once before 20, 40%, higher then any other teen in the U.S., You Know What They Don't Say, How Many Succeed! How Many Succeed In Killing Themselves! Is That The Other 60%? I'm Scared And Don't Know What To Do. My Friends Are In Other States, The People I Talk To At School Are Just That People At School, My Family Doesn't Even Want Me, They Only See Him, What Makes Him Better Then Me? Now My Art Won't Even Be Looked At...... dA has Thrown Me Out, No One Likes Me Anymore, and They Just Met Me. What Did I Do? What Did I Do So Wrong? All I wanted was to have fun and make friends. I did what everyone else did. What Did I Do Wrong?
Friday, July 1, 2011
Four Elements
Ok before you read this I just have to say this is a preview of a new manga I just thought up of. Thx and Enjoy!!!
Four Elements:
In 2013, no one could have seen the light of day. The Apocalypse to hold of the world as it crushed it with it giant hands. A few mouths after the total destruction of cities and civilization its self, four beings rouse in order to create a new world. The Flame Goddess, Earth God, Wind Goddess, and Water God. The Flame Goddess was the leader of the unfortunate, the outcast, and the weirdos; The Earth God was the leader of the courageous, strong, and honorable. The two of them spent many years creating the new order. The Flame Goddess was planing to make the sky her home and The Earth God would have the earth as his domain. But they never realized the two others were out for destruction. The Wind Goddess, an ex serial killer, plan to burn what was left of the world and her partner The Water God planed to spread addiction through the planet. When they first met, The Flame and Earth knew what they had to do they fought against the Wind and Water. After the War, The Wind Goddess punish met was to forever live under ground never to see the light of day, and The Water God was to life in the seas, unable to get out of his own addiction... 3000 years later a girl named Aikira saw a meteor fall for the heavens, though see never seen one, she knew it was one. When she had came to the crash site, all that was left was a pod? When a boy came out, not even knowing his name, she took him back to her town and had him treated. She was right, his wounds healed quick as if he wasn't wounded at all, he began to regain conscious an hour later, he was an angel of the sky cities, a Hybrid to be exact. What was a Hybrid doing on the surface? Why did he fall out of the sky? And where was the city she never saw? This is the tale of the Four Elements.
Hoped you liked it its a summary, just an over view I just had to write (^_^). If you wanna ask me some question then feel free to in the comments section. Hope you like it and look forward to the oneshot!
Friday, May 27, 2011
Life
Life is categorized by Events and Choices, even the smallest choice can cause a major event. But fate can't be controlled just by your choices but others too. Your choice can be crushed by another choice. Here are some examples: If you write a book it was your choice to write a book but people have the choice to buy it or not, if you want to be a singer and you made an EP but its the peoples choice if they listen to it or not, and etc. So you see now that you can't take full control of your destiny but you can try to keep it on track, if someone pushes you off its YOUR choice if you wanna get back on or not. So the next time you say its your fault and someone else was doing a bad thing, like if you got into an accident and your light was green but that drunk driver hit you its not your fault its the guy who decided to drive while drunk, or in the anime "Durarara" when the main character wants to help that girl and then events happen and he ends up taking her to a safe place, you remember right? Of course you remember cuz the next thing that happened was that she left him standing there, even though all those events happened in the end it was her choice to continue it or not. You can make the best choices in the entire world but when it comes down to it someone else has the choice to let it go on or not.
"Life is a Game of Chance and You are One of the Players in the Game."
by Yuuki Bonilla
Paramore: Playing God
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDy2wCQYSrU
Monday, May 23, 2011
Diary 1
Dear Diary
Today is May 23, 2011 8:36PM EDT. This is my first time using my full feelings. Truly I'm kinda scared, I don't know what's in store for me in life and I wish I was braver. I've been reading Hourou Musuko, and its been giving me mix feelings. I haven't really met an actual Transgender, Transsexual, or Transvestite. And it just makes me wonder, who could be gay or if that guy is really a guy. I shouldn't be saying this but there's a guy at my school who gives off this feeling I'm only catching. His name is Christopher and I have to admit I saw him in nothing but hoodies the first time I went to DPH and now he all out there and he has this one long piece of hair at the back of his head and it just makes me wonder if he was a girl before and that's his sign to other Trans. I guess Trans can only since Trans hahahahahaha. Truly this is like me poring my feeling out right now... I want a wig too... I have black peoples hair and I just want straight hair for once in my life... maybe just long hair... But don't worry about me you OutSiders I have problems just like you and I should do me just like you should do you. Well that's the end of my Log I hope you don't tell anyone. ;3
http://www.mangareader.net/582-31219-1/hourou-musuko/chapter-1.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ca3hhFfFH-k
P.S. I'm a Transgender... and hi Odessa-san :3
Saturday, May 21, 2011
The Novels, The Manga, And The Anime 2
I had already given you a glimpse of three Manga Ideas I have now I will do Three More:
Death:
In our world there are four dimensions, One The Dimension Of Heaven (Realm of Angles), Two The Dimension Of Hell (Realm of Demons), Three The Dimension Of Spirit (Realm of Souls), And Four The Dimension Of Physical (Realm of Humans). But where are the reapers where do they live? They Live In Two Dimensions Spirit and Physical. My name is Sigma Death I was born Dead. Recently I moved to Tokyo, Japan from where I lived under A direct order from Death himself. I was Accepted at Death Academy, pretty obvious right? But Apparently no one noticed this was a school for Young Shinigami. I'm a Reaper, low class, a beginner. But I seem to have befriended a lot of S Rank Reapers the First was Alice Wonderland (aka Dream Reaper, Scythe: White Rabbit, Sex: Female), Joker (aka Wonder Reaper, Scythe: Ace, Sex: Female), Carnage (aka Bloody Reaper, Scythe: Eternal Damnation, Sex: ????) and there's me, Sigma Death (aka Nightmare Reaper, Scythe: Black Rabbit, Sex: Male). This is my Story.
Life:
My name is Yui Masuka. I live a pretty normal life. There's No excitement to be found here so if your in to shounin you might as well leave right now. I live in Manhattan, New York; The Big Apple, The Empire State. I had just graduated collage, with my masters degree. I live alone now in a apartment I found Cheap, 1,200 a month. And I just got my dream job, A Real Estate Agent, even though I had some problems I'm working my way up. Soon I will be the best Real Estate Agent in Manhattan. All I need to do is get past one thing... my best friend Kawaii and hes a cacaroch, but hes not that bad or ugly cirtinlly a ODD like me shouldn't have him but he won't leave what will I do? This is my Troublesome Story.
Love:
My Name is Musica Martinez. I live in Brooklyn, New York. I am a freshmen in high school, I thought it was going to be the worst year of my life until my friend moved away, Then I knew it was the worst. Someone has moved in to his house. Its my first time with someone new practically everyone knows one another we go to a small school built for the education of our community a private school only a few got accepted to. But now I meet her for the first time, her name is Sonia Gomez and she just moved up the ranks to the hottest girl in school, but she'll never be with me everyone picks on me saying I'm the hottest guy in school its so hard to be hated by everyone. This is my Love Story.
Next updates going to be Blood, Sleep, and Third War. Hope you Enjoyed reading this!
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