Acceptance

Acceptance, What does it mean? Many people search for the answer, but none have found the real thing. Many died by the hands of their peers, by who they called friends. Acceptance, What is the price? What do you have to sacrifice in order to be accepted? Life, its full of difficult questions. There seems to be no correct answer, no final definition. I think the Definition of Acceptance is being accepted for who you are and who people see you as. The World is ever changing history tells us this, nature tells us this, even our own growth process tells us this, so why do we still denial about such things? Why don't we accept the people for who they are? Everyone changes, even I have changed, more then you know, but yet people are raised to think in such a closed minded manner. The old is suppose to warn, guide, and protect the future, yet many of our parents, or maybe a few, don't accept us. Life is about change, being born was our gift, death is our curtain call, many still don't understand that their religion has mistakes, even though their scriptures are holy, the book was still made by man, in anywhere in the scriptures did it say your god, sat down, and wrote these events? I believe in God, but I don't listen to everything in the Holy Bible, not because I disagree, but it has changed, somethings are happening which the the human who wrote it did not see. The future is ever changing, possibilities are everywhere, the impossible can be come possible. I just wish the walls in between us can fall so we can see we're all the same. A squirrel is a squirrel no matter what, a duck is a duck, a bird is a bird, lizard a lizard, most of us see that way but we have to see a human is a human no matter what. Please treat everyone with curtsy and respect. You never know what might happen.

Right & Wrong?

First, There is no such thing as "Right" & "Wrong" only "Who is Right" and "Who is Wrong", We might say something isn't right or that's wrong, we may even be wronged, but Who is Right? Who is the final judge, I used to think God was the final judge, but I was Wrong, This life isn't hard and was made with the most simplest thing in mind, a simple concept we all go toward, one goal we go for... "Happiness". There is no true "Happiness", we fight, we kill, we hurt, yet we still say we're right? Who gives you the right to say your "Right"? Who gives me the right to say your "Wrong"? No One That's Who! No One Is Right And No One Is Wrong! We're All Just Playing This Stupid Game Called Life!  Where One Is Beat and One IS Doing The Beating! I Ask Why! Why are some people hated and some loved? What did that person do to deserve that kind of treatment? Why Do Innocent People Die? Why Do Bad People Live? What Makes This World So Screwed Up? Is It Money? Is It Lust? Is It Pride? Is It Self Hatred? Who Was The First To Commit Suicide? Who Was The First To Feel Depressed? Who Was The First To Make Laws? Who Was The First To Say "Don't Do This" And "Do That"? Am I That Disgusting That I Have To Be Hurt? Is The True Me That Horrid? Will This Get Any Better? Will It Get Worse? I don't know anymore, in the first time in my life where I can't see the future, where I can't see happiness. I always kept moving forward, now I want to go back, back to the times were I was okay being Him, where I could look in the mirror, where I don't feel so disgusting, where times were so simple, where I didn't think about killing myself... I can no longer go back, I can't take things I did back, I can't say what I wanted to say. Why is Life So Hard? and if its not, Why Are The People In It Making It Hard? What Is "Right" & What is "Wrong"? Why Am I So Confused? They say people like me commit suicide at least once before 20, 40%, higher then any other teen in the U.S., You Know What They Don't Say, How Many Succeed! How Many Succeed In Killing Themselves! Is That The Other 60%? I'm Scared And Don't Know What To Do. My Friends Are In Other States, The People I Talk To At School Are Just That People At School, My Family Doesn't Even Want Me, They Only See Him, What Makes Him Better Then Me? Now My Art Won't Even Be Looked At...... dA has Thrown Me Out, No One Likes Me Anymore, and They Just Met Me. What Did I Do? What Did I Do So Wrong? All I wanted was to have fun and make friends. I did what everyone else did. What Did I Do Wrong?